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Redundancy is Redundantmy mind is in a blur.Redundancy is Redundant
i always feel like this.
i always feel like thinking is futile and there's something swirling around in my thoughts but i don't know what it is.
and my heart always feels a little funky and the beat is starting to go bump-bump- bump (i miss you) instead of bump-bump-bump-badump- bump (i can live without you) and before that it sounded like bump-bump-badump- bump-badump (you are nothing but trouble).
and as you can tell, i know what i'm thinking once i start
by ~becbecmuffin
by ~becbecmuffin
Sometimes I Get So Weird...It's been so long since I've written something worth reading, and it's been so long since I've felt my real emotions. I feel like my thoughts are not my own; they're too monotonous, too normal. I always feel my heart sinking, breaking, freezing. Shivers are running down my spine, and my fingers are so cold they're almost numb. My nails are black, and they're chipping. I'm pretty sure I only painted them two or three days ago. My thoughts are filled with song lyrics I long to put in my poetry. Like "Hearts break too fast when we're sentimental." and "That's what you get when you let your heart win." and "Somebody rip my heart out and leave meSometimes I Get So Weird...
by ~becbecmuffin
Break, Fix, Repeat IImy love you spin beautiful words of entrancing silver andBreak, Fix, Repeat II
rose gold that make tears
flow from my eyes at an alarming rate.
but at
the same time you lead painful conversations through topics that should be forbidden ad on those nights i cry myself to sleep.
every night you break my heart with words of futures i'd rather not imagine
only to mend it with words of promise and love and everything i long to hear fall from your lips.
but in the end you break me again and mend me again and break
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give me a shot to remember, and you can take all the pain away from me;
[a kiss and i will surrender: the sharpest lives are the deadliest to lead].
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Yeah, I finally joined a club....check it out:
=RawEm0tion
Love + Hate = Life
(but you should already know that)
How are you?
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Tagliatelle is a type of noodle and grande means "big" in Italian. If you don't do what I say, I get to hit you with the tagliatelle grande, which I've heard is an unpleasant and somewhat sticky experience.
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Yeah, I finally joined a club....check it out:
=RawEm0tion
Love + Hate = Life
(but you should already know that)
--
Tagliatelle is a type of noodle and grande means "big" in Italian. If you don't do what I say, I get to hit you with the tagliatelle grande, which I've heard is an unpleasant and somewhat sticky experience.
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Yeah, I finally joined a club....check it out:
=RawEm0tion
Love + Hate = Life
(but you should already know that)
--
Tagliatelle is a type of noodle and grande means "big" in Italian. If you don't do what I say, I get to hit you with the tagliatelle grande, which I've heard is an unpleasant and somewhat sticky experience.
How are you?
--
Tagliatelle is a type of noodle and grande means "big" in Italian. If you don't do what I say, I get to hit you with the tagliatelle grande, which I've heard is an unpleasant and somewhat sticky experience.
--
Yeah, I finally joined a club....check it out:
=RawEm0tion
Love + Hate = Life
(but you should already know that)
--
Tagliatelle is a type of noodle and grande means "big" in Italian. If you don't do what I say, I get to hit you with the tagliatelle grande, which I've heard is an unpleasant and somewhat sticky experience.
--
Yeah, I finally joined a club....check it out:
=RawEm0tion
Love + Hate = Life
(but you should already know that)
--
Tagliatelle is a type of noodle and grande means "big" in Italian. If you don't do what I say, I get to hit you with the tagliatelle grande, which I've heard is an unpleasant and somewhat sticky experience.
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"I do not love the bright sword for its sharpness, nor the arrow for its swiftness, nor the warrior for his glory. I love only that which they defend."
-Faramir, Son of Denathor
Lord of the Rings: Return of the King by J.R.R. Tolkien.
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Yeah, I finally joined a club....check it out:
=RawEm0tion
Love + Hate = Life
(but you should already know that)
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Airplane, eight-ball, yin-yang, glasses, MAILBOX, OPEN MAILBOX!
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Yeah, I finally joined a club....check it out:
=RawEm0tion
Love + Hate = Life
(but you should already know that)
--
Tagliatelle is a type of noodle and grande means "big" in Italian. If you don't do what I say, I get to hit you with the tagliatelle grande, which I've heard is an unpleasant and somewhat sticky experience.
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