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I Want To FeelI want to scream. I want all of the demons in my soul to expel through my mouth in high-pitched, barely audible squeals.I Want To Feel
I want to cry. I want all of the cracks in my heart to heal through saltwater tears and harsh, ragged sobs.
I want to write. I want all the of the knives in my lungs to twist and turn through witty words and delicate, beautiful poems.
by ~becbecmuffin
Redundancy is Redundantmy mind is in a blur.Redundancy is Redundant
i always feel like this.
i always feel like thinking is futile and there's something swirling around in my thoughts but i don't know what it is.
and my heart always feels a little funky and the beat is starting to go bump-bump- bump (i miss you) instead of bump-bump-bump-badump- bump (i can live without you) and before that it sounded like bump-bump-badump- bump-badump (you are nothing but trouble).
and as you can tell, i know what i'm thinking once i start
by ~becbecmuffin
by ~becbecmuffin
Sometimes I Get So Weird...It's been so long since I've written something worth reading, and it's been so long since I've felt my real emotions. I feel like my thoughts are not my own; they're too monotonous, too normal. I always feel my heart sinking, breaking, freezing. Shivers are running down my spine, and my fingers are so cold they're almost numb. My nails are black, and they're chipping. I'm pretty sure I only painted them two or three days ago. My thoughts are filled with song lyrics I long to put in my poetry. Like "Hearts break too fast when we're sentimental." and "That's what you get when you let your heart win." and "Somebody rip my heart out and leave meSometimes I Get So Weird...
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- Current Residence: my too small house with my too many sisters
- Interests: acting, writing, performing
- Favourite band or musician: T.A.T.U for now. Will probably change soon.
- Favourite genre of music: most rock, expecially alternative
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- Personal Quote: Life is like a piece of shit, because everything that can go wrong, will.
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Tagliatelle is a type of noodle and grande means "big" in Italian. If you don't do what I say, I get to hit you with the tagliatelle grande, which I've heard is an unpleasant and somewhat sticky experience.
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Yeah, I finally joined a club....check it out:
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Love + Hate = Life
(but you should already know that)
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Tagliatelle is a type of noodle and grande means "big" in Italian. If you don't do what I say, I get to hit you with the tagliatelle grande, which I've heard is an unpleasant and somewhat sticky experience.
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give me a shot to remember, and you can take all the pain away from me;
[a kiss and i will surrender: the sharpest lives are the deadliest to lead].
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Yeah, I finally joined a club....check it out:
=RawEm0tion
Love + Hate = Life
(but you should already know that)
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give me a shot to remember, and you can take all the pain away from me;
[a kiss and i will surrender: the sharpest lives are the deadliest to lead].
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Yeah, I finally joined a club....check it out:
=RawEm0tion
Love + Hate = Life
(but you should already know that)
How are you?
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Tagliatelle is a type of noodle and grande means "big" in Italian. If you don't do what I say, I get to hit you with the tagliatelle grande, which I've heard is an unpleasant and somewhat sticky experience.
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Yeah, I finally joined a club....check it out:
=RawEm0tion
Love + Hate = Life
(but you should already know that)
--
Tagliatelle is a type of noodle and grande means "big" in Italian. If you don't do what I say, I get to hit you with the tagliatelle grande, which I've heard is an unpleasant and somewhat sticky experience.
--
Yeah, I finally joined a club....check it out:
=RawEm0tion
Love + Hate = Life
(but you should already know that)
--
Tagliatelle is a type of noodle and grande means "big" in Italian. If you don't do what I say, I get to hit you with the tagliatelle grande, which I've heard is an unpleasant and somewhat sticky experience.
How are you?
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Tagliatelle is a type of noodle and grande means "big" in Italian. If you don't do what I say, I get to hit you with the tagliatelle grande, which I've heard is an unpleasant and somewhat sticky experience.
--
Yeah, I finally joined a club....check it out:
=RawEm0tion
Love + Hate = Life
(but you should already know that)
--
Tagliatelle is a type of noodle and grande means "big" in Italian. If you don't do what I say, I get to hit you with the tagliatelle grande, which I've heard is an unpleasant and somewhat sticky experience.
--
Yeah, I finally joined a club....check it out:
=RawEm0tion
Love + Hate = Life
(but you should already know that)
--
Tagliatelle is a type of noodle and grande means "big" in Italian. If you don't do what I say, I get to hit you with the tagliatelle grande, which I've heard is an unpleasant and somewhat sticky experience.
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