jsyk i almost dumped logan yesterday. i'm giving him another chance, but as he knows, if things don't change i WILL dump him. Things are now better than ever. ^_^
Lets play cards Dealing the deck shuffling Pulling out my poetry Praying for the check- Throwing out Date with destiny Healing the daily blues Writing pretty pictures Sculpting masterpieces For a better future Loving, all the children Caring for the earth Reminding to love the good things Just another day of- playing the poetry cards. Pulling out some diamonds Flushing with some hearts Playing with a full deck Knowing its a game of poker Throwing out a club Weapons of war Keeping a straight face Just another day on the internet Playing the poetry cards. Holding the royal Full house Holding that death spade. Dealing Our- experience Its a wracked - Hard work- Never cheat- stacked deck.
I havent self-harmed in God knows how long. Why did I stop? Was it because I made a promise to Angel that I never would again? But even after I made that promise, I did. Was it because its just not worth it? Because it worries Logan? Because I told my mother and she doesnt care? Maybe my life is actually too good to scratch my skin raw. I miss it. I want to again. I want to snap a rubber band against my wrist until I cant feel it anymore. I was addicted. I still am